Still Seeking ...

seems like it's been a long time and i havent felt too much like writing but today is different... i've still been looking for that "perfect" job and coming to grips with what seems like an endless search for something to do at this time in my life...the summer off up til now has been great giving that i've worked the past 40 yrs at one job or another but there is still that anticipation and anxiety of what the future holds in store.... i'm looking forward to getting things settled in my life and getting back out in the working world soon so we all keep plugging away and look toward tomorrow...it's always good to have friends and family in your corner although i've noticed that your friends seems to drift away...must be that everyone these days are so busy that they forget to keep in touch...that's the one thing i've found to be the most sad of being out of the working loop, how much interaction with others you miss but have also found that those you thought were your friends or who you held in such high regard are those you would not want around you all the time as they tend to forget you once you're gone ...that has been the big wakeup call, that there are few and far between who you can count on when you're down and out.. hold dear your family and your few true friends...sometimes just a listening ear is a welcome feeling...... hope all is well with any out there who are in troubled relationships or struggling in these hard economic times...keep the faith til next time.....

OUT OF A JOB --

Well in addition to having gone thru in my relationship what i have, I managed to get myself in an accident, gone thru therapy and now of all things have entered the unemployed world, at least with my fulltime job --- still working a part time one so all this is really causing anxiety at times but will try and get on with things -- this world is crazy at times with all the uncertainty of the economy, the unemployment and all the strains of the world - a new President has taken office so maybe his optimism will extend to all of us and this year will be a good one , for everyone - I hope so, I need a rest from the hustle and bustle of it all - time to slow down - anyone out facing more than one crisis at a time? we need to form a club (lol) -- take care all !!!!